TIME ON THE HIGHWAY.

There's like a part of me that doesn't want the exam fever to go away. Crazy. I think it's because I can somehow foresee my lackadaisical self after the papers with no concrete schedule all the way till april. See? In a way, january enlistees are better off. O.r.d. earlier for them too, later for me. *authentic sigh*

Well it's finally going to start in nine days. Nine days. It's all down to a single digit. Can you actually believe it? It's going to be all over, jc days will be gone *huge sigh with waterfalls of tears running from my eyes down my cheeks solvating the mucus gushing from my nostrils* and (hopefully) stress-free days will be done away with, at least for this year. Okay, I'm thinking too far ahead. Focus, focus.Time to 卍解.

Or in non-bleach terminology, unleash everything.

By the way, I released that friend-seeking fiends are beginning to defect to facebook. And that's not good at all. Neither is the fact that I'm beginning to use facebook more frequently, aha. Must stop.

From here on, it's a race to the end. Thirtieth october, concludes on the twentieth of november. The papers span over twenty-two days. We gotta make all of the time worth every second, every decisecond, every millisecond, every microsecond, every nano, pico-whatever...

So..


Let's go face it, kids.

Edited on the twenty-seventh: I think I changed my mind about me wanting the exam to last forever. Now, I wanna get the whole frickin' shit over and done with. Yeah, from here on, three days left to its beginning and twenty-four to its finale. Can't we all wait? :)

INCOMING CONVERGENCE.

I think mugging in a group really makes the difference.

You know, you get to consult someone if you don't know understand a problem. You can also monitor your own mugging progress and won't be that afraid when you're lagging behind or something. Studying won't feel so monotonous and draining. You're likely to become unmotivated as time goes by (because marginal utility declines per unit time) and studying with someone can spur your spirits on. That's all the difference.

Anyway, I kinda feel that I'm on the right track, at least when I'm studying, so I guess no complaints about that for now. Not till it's time.

Well, group mugging definitely has its pitfalls.Studied with bren, nate, jlee , bennett and yi en at holland v coffee club the previous sunday. Umm basically, it wasn't very productive. That's because the sun was especially glaring at that time of the day and it mercilessly radiated the area near the window. It was both hot and blinding.

While jlee and bren were busy tuning into weird al' songs which I didn't particularly find hilarious and nate went off for his overnight study with his class, I sorta tried to mug :D
Heh, I'm making it sound like there's no progress at all. Smart kid jlee wasn't even in the mood to mug so, I guess it wasn't a good day.
Probably the only good thing that day was this. Iced rambutan from coffee club, and it's actually my first time consuming rambutan. Ahaha, yeah I know, I've yet to explore the world. It's really nice to drink - sweet and tangy. Sorry for the bad lighting, I told you the sun sucked.

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Constantly engaged in conflict within,
Experience sleepless nights.
Pens strapped to belts in the day,
The mind a shield from temptation.

Recognise ourselves as entities,
Defy the essence of our dependence.
The souls cry out in anguish,
at the foolishness of our naiveté.

As we toil for promising accolades,
Realise that we are embroiled in war.
Time our fated foe and companion,
Curse it with the ignominious.

Ergo we are soldiers;
Striving for the End.

Twelve days remaining.



Tick tock tick tock.

EXISTENCE IN SUBSERVIENCE.

Lots of stuff happened so far even when there's like less than a month left to the a's and here's the lowdown.April goodness! ^^

My bro said bmts1 is a hell lot better than bmts2. Pushing aside the rumours that bmts1 is for the higher intellects, he said those who're in school 2 receive one of the most coveted benefits. That's because it's closer to the pier. In fact, school 1 is like one whole district away, and it sorta means a whole lot of marching. For the school 2 kids it'll just be a short stroll in the park, I think. That's one tip from him, and he's more pumped up about my enlistment than the enlistee.

I'm still contemplating how to spend the five months after the exams. Probably the top of my list would be to go part-time, which means I gotta go source around. Not thinking of tian's previous employer from walls though.

I'm thinking of learning japanese just for kicks. Yeah I know it's like the whole world is learning jap but hey, there're tons of benefits you know. I can just read manga and watch anime without the subs, I can freely converse with any japanese the next time I walk around taka and if I get rejected by all the local universities I could consider tokyo uni (lewis' brilliant suggestion). I'm gonna study socio too :DMy dad suddenly brought this to me and he told me they're siamese grapes. Whoa, kinda hard to believe anything with two things stuck together would originate from siam.Just when I thought I wouldn't see anything ridiculous in jurong west. I think they're served halal.
Ah, I tried looking for a photo where yuwei actually looks in the lens of my camera but... to no avail. Anyway, this is when we were celebrating her birthday and yeah, all my class girls were present. What a surprise.

School's finally out!

Seventeen days left, which is about two weeks and three days remaining.

Still in the preparation phase.

ZILCH.

I removed that because I don't wanna eat up too much photo space, but I still don't admit that I'm in the wrong.

Twenty-seven days left from today, so I think I might go on another hiatus. Might pop by, so the duration's rather indefinite.

Sigh, when I'm feeling like shit I feel like my whole life in jc has been nothing but screwed. Oh yay, the 'school sucks' fact sinks in again like I didn't already know. Just another one of those slumps in the mood versus time graphs - a rather deep slump.

I'm gone.